I laughed when the analyst gave me this. I do have many things going on at once. I don't open up to many people. I am a secret keeper when it comes to myself. Enigmatic?? I can go with 'being difficult to understand'. But the last one had me in stitches.
Honestly? I've had a few people tell me I'm attractive. The majority of them have never met me in person. The Craftsman, tonight, made me aware of this (at least physically). There was an interlude this morning, completely out of character for him, and I was very surprised. Later, today, I alluded to this experience. I mentioned he was incredibly attractive and sexy and good looking (he really is that tall, dark, and handsome guy next door). But, I didn't feel like I was and thus I was surprised it happened. He didn't say anything. I shared I thought I was more like bread. Then, I added, white bread. He spontaneously laughed. Since he sees me every single day, he's probably right. He did hug me gently before he left again.
Maybe I am attractive with how I use words. I don't know. I am very unsettled and it is for this reason I deleted the previous post about not talking with The Craftsman. I don't like being mean and I was VERY mean in my words.
I suppose I'll just meander on and not think about it. Actually, what I AM doing is reading. I am with Talia in the land of Heralds and wishing I had a friend like Rolan. (See Mercedes Lackey and Valdemer)