Today has been a hard day. Sucky in many spots. I've looked for blessings, they do exist, but I'm a heart submerged in sand. I may not even be a heart when I am pulled from the shifting ground, I don't know. I do know I am glad days like this don't happen as often as they used to.
Surviving, diseases, and odd experiences are all a part of living. Often it helps to write it out and see how others may be reacting to similar things.