Today, we actually sat next to each other in church. This rarely happens as he is always doing AV stuff. It was nice to see each other this morning, kind of. The rest of the day he was busy in one area and I in others. I finally got a kiss after the dinner prayer and later, before he left again, I got another one. He mentioned it was nice, I agreed and said they were nice to get at any time. He then said, 'sometimes I'm too busy and other times I don't want to.' He then backpedaled and tried to salvage his comment, I didn't mind much.
His words made me realise anew how important it is for me to improve as a woman. He's around me more than anyone else, so am sure he's right. I crave the compliments and loves others give me, but they don't live with me. In retrospect, maybe I do mind a bit! Am laughing!
I am sorry if this sounds mean, it isn't supposed to be, it is to help in my personal growth. I know I am too fat, I am too critical of myself, I am too critical of others, I am not a kind person, I am very selfish, and these times I communicate with The Craftsman are good for me.