The ones I have really do a number on me! I can see how they could become a cause for addiction. They do make you feel good or at least, they make you not feel pain. When you start to sink, though...wow. One of the 4 times I've taken these, I thought I needed to be tethered to the chair to keep me from floating on the ceiling. And last night, I felt I was an inflated giant Kris. Very strange. Although, I do find it nice I can accomplish so much before I weaken. I don't want to take them more than in the evening, though. Once a day is more than enough!!!!
Surviving, diseases, and odd experiences are all a part of living. Often it helps to write it out and see how others may be reacting to similar things.